Update

Hey!

So sorry its been forever since I wrote. (5 days to be exact)
 I've had a rough couple of days with myself.
Just emotions flaring and internet acting up every two seconds..
The list goes on, lol.

So, I guess I will start with the news about my Dad.

He is doing alright, not the best. His Organs aren't shutting down... yet.
See, my Dad has Severe Diabetes.. and he wont take insulin, or anything for it.
In his own words, he says; "Ill die when god decides to take me, that's it"
I don't think its really to hurt us at all, just how he feels about everything.
I think its because he is afraid to take needles everyday.
He cant even feel his legs, at all.. you can Stab him with a knife,
hit his feet with a hammer and he wont feel a single thing at all.

He never takes his blood, he never watches what he eats.
He scares me sometimes, and I can get very worried about him.

Anyways, As It stands now.. The doctor has told him the following;
"You have a very large Kidney Stone, and two Broken Toes..
(he didn't even realize he was walking on Broken Toes, For a whole week)
If you don't change your ways, we are going to cut your legs off, and you'll have to go in a home"

My Dad, is Stubborn. From the S to the N.. STUBBORN.

I hope he changes his ways soon, because I love him so much,
and I want him to stay with me.. for as long as he possibly can.

Besides that, I haven't really done much lately.
Ever since the incident at my job, and me no longer having one...
 I havent gone out or done anything.

I'm depressed I guess.. but.. that's for another Blog..
In which I will explain everything.

For now, That's All..
Just wanted to update anyone who actually reads this blog.

Until Next Time,
JennaRose ❤