Monday 12 December 2011

Decisions, Decisions

Heya!

Well, I've Decided now, that I will only write when something
ACTUALLY happens.Pretty much my day consists of nothing, usually.
Yes, I'm a complete loser, but I like keeping to myself.
I'm a homebody, who likes quiet, and normality.

I don't like Drama, or dealing with other people, to be honest.
I'm a bird, who doesn't like leaving its cage.

Anyways, the past weekend has been fun! :)
Lets start with Friday Night!

Friday;
We went to Mangiamos (one of our favorite places to eat!) to see a preformance by our Neighbor,
Vili V! He is amazing! He sings the Oldies, like Elvis, Frank Sinatra, etc. He is a very talented guy,
and we had ALOT of fun! The food of course was awesome as always!
Trevor&Me, Kels&Michelle, Mom&Dad.. AND Troy (Michelle's Bf) and his Mother Karen. :p
We had a fun night, laughing, dancing, joking around, and listening to music!
I actually had quite a good time, looking forward to next time! :)

Sunday;
We were invited to a friends Church, for a Christmas Dinner Party!
Everyone was so nice and caring!
and The food, OMG, was AMAZING.
All Traditional Food from The Philippines!
They Had Performances by some of the kids, and Brother June, WOW.
It felt so nice to be around, such fun loving, caring and Loving people!
People who accept you for who you are no matter what!
Then! A Surprise visit from Vili V!
Oh boy did the ladies love him, he serenaded them, haha!
The whole night was absolutly WONDERFUL! :)

Anyways,
I Think Thats All For Now.. I think its gonna be
a BORING Week. :p

Until Next Time,
JennaRose 

Wednesday 7 December 2011

Update

Hey!

So sorry its been forever since I wrote. (5 days to be exact)
 I've had a rough couple of days with myself.
Just emotions flaring and internet acting up every two seconds..
The list goes on, lol.

So, I guess I will start with the news about my Dad.

He is doing alright, not the best. His Organs aren't shutting down... yet.
See, my Dad has Severe Diabetes.. and he wont take insulin, or anything for it.
In his own words, he says; "Ill die when god decides to take me, that's it"
I don't think its really to hurt us at all, just how he feels about everything.
I think its because he is afraid to take needles everyday.
He cant even feel his legs, at all.. you can Stab him with a knife,
hit his feet with a hammer and he wont feel a single thing at all.

He never takes his blood, he never watches what he eats.
He scares me sometimes, and I can get very worried about him.

Anyways, As It stands now.. The doctor has told him the following;
"You have a very large Kidney Stone, and two Broken Toes..
(he didn't even realize he was walking on Broken Toes, For a whole week)
If you don't change your ways, we are going to cut your legs off, and you'll have to go in a home"

My Dad, is Stubborn. From the S to the N.. STUBBORN.

I hope he changes his ways soon, because I love him so much,
and I want him to stay with me.. for as long as he possibly can.

Besides that, I haven't really done much lately.
Ever since the incident at my job, and me no longer having one...
 I havent gone out or done anything.

I'm depressed I guess.. but.. that's for another Blog..
In which I will explain everything.

For now, That's All..
Just wanted to update anyone who actually reads this blog.

Until Next Time,
JennaRose 

Friday 2 December 2011

Mixed Emotion Day

Hello Readers...

Today, is a good and a bad day..
So which news do you want first?
I guess everyone always Starts with the best news first.

Good News;
Trevor, My FiancĂ© is finally home. It doesn't matter where he was, or how long he was gone.
Its just that he is home now, and I couldn't be Happier.
I Love Him with All of My Heart, and I know, there is no other person for me.
The last few days have been really great, we had our much needed TLC,
and have now been together (official yesterday) 2 Years and 5 Months!
I know that him and I, will be together for the rest of our lives!
I have never felt, the things I feel with this guy.. with anyone else.
He is my entire world, and I will do anything for him.
Im SO Happy He is Home!!! :D

Bad News;
This morning, My Mom woke me up.. because she had to take my Dad to the Hospital.
I didnt think it was anything serious, but I knew it was something because,
my father, is SO Stubborn! He never complains, and he never wants ANYONE to know
that he is sick, but this morning, he told us, he is in serious pain, and needs to go to the emergency now.
My Mom just called me about an hour ago, and she told me some painful and hard-to-take news...
The Doctor told my dad, His Organs are shutting down, due to his severe Diabieties.
I almost dropped the phone. I have so many questions, that I cant have answered right now.
What Does This Mean? Will He Be Okay? Can This Be Fixed? .... Will He Die?
Im Scared, and Crying. I Love My Dad Will All Of My Heart.. Even if we fight, or say we hate eachother sometimes, I know in my heart, and he knows in his, That We Will Always Love Eachother.
Please, If Your Reading This.. Pray For Him, and My Family.

I guess thats all for now, Im very tired and emotionally exhausted.
Ill keep you updated, let you know how everythings going.

Until Next Time,
JennaRose 

Thursday 1 December 2011

20 Questions

Hello! (:

My Goal For This Blog, "Come What May" is To Tell You About Me.
Being Completly Honest and Open About My Life;
Will Make Me Feel Alot Better, And Get This Weight Off My Shoulders.
My Life, Is Sometimes Happy, Sad, Confusing, and Amazing.
Yeah Im Complicated, But Thats Me.

So, I Thought I Would Start This Blog Off, With 20 Questions About Myself.

Name; Jenna-Rose MacDougall / Nicknames; Stickers, Jender
Age; 19 / Status; Engaged
Body Type; Obese
Eye Color; Blue, Green, Gray, (changes) / Current Hair Colour; Dark Brown
How many kids you want to have; 2 / What would you name them; Benjamin & Delilah
Do you drink; Yes / Do you like to party; Sometimes
Do you smoke; Recently Quit
Current favourite song; Someone Like You - Adele
Favourite colour; Black / Last Drink; Strawberry Daiquiri
Favorite Hobby; Singing
Money or Love; LOVE / Family or Friends; Family
Computer or Music; Music / Current Favorite Movie; Moulin Rouge

We Will End It There For Now,
I Have To Sleep Sometime ;P

Until Next Time,
JennaRose